jalan-jalan menjelajah dunia :)

Does anyone else feel like they are getting robbed when they pay electric, cable, phone bills and rent?


"MONEY" cannot buy happiness!..I'd like to see how sad i could be with a NEW HOUSE ,NEW CAR,NEW EVERYTHING I WANT!




click here - HOW MUCH MONEY I HAVE


my finance SAVER.

ending 2010 and beginning 2011 of the year .

Selamat Tinggal 2010


Alhamdullilah..
Akhirnya sudah sampai ke penghujung..
Sepanjang tahun 2010,
macam-macam yang dah berlaku..
ada yg baik dan ada yg sebaliknya..
Apapun berlaku aku anggap semuanya sebagai pelajaran..
Aku redha dan aku percaya setiap yg berlaku pasti ada hikmah..


Azam aku Tahun 2011 yang tinggal lagi 9 jam..


aku ingin menjadi seorang yang :


lebih Kuat dan Tabah ,
lebih berkeyakinan ,
lebih mengenal Tuhan ,
lebih produktif ,
lebih berjaya ..


pokok pangkal semua nak lebih la.. ;))


and finally berazam nak kurus kan badan and kurang makan..
BUT.. tu ialah PERMANENT azam setiap tahun :P


2010 is nearly over...


Thanks to everyone for helping me though this year and making it great.
I hope 2011 is better! enjoy the rest of 2010 while you can!


2011 is nearly comes..


New memories, new mistakes, new heartaches, new people, new tears, new laughs, new year!!

Madrid to Brighton & Hove . [my year end trip]

To start with I would like to thank everyone, but especially my yayang for this past year. It has not been easy but with his help, and all of your help, we are making it just fine

like all great letters is always started too late, and possibly too long, 

but here goes anyway..

It was a wonderful Christmas  we traveled over the river and through the woods to Wallington, Connecticut, home of my uncle. It was a good chance to see the family and to catch up with some of my old friends. for those who have not been there, is a magical area at Christmas (and pretty good the rest of the year too!). We had snow and pine trees and lights in the windows . Quite the sight to see.

After we got home we enjoyed the warmer on 27th of december We caught a flight with British Airways from Stansted to Madrid. A few struggles because the fogging weather but Alhamdullilah finally we got on the flight.

From there we hire a private car and spent a wonderful week to Grenada. Al-hambra is not to be missed, Cordoba go see the mosque and off to brighton & hove . It was only about 4 days but a fantastic trip with wonderful sights, food, and people. We highly recommend our friend to come here.

NHS SUCKS !

I am afraid he still could not attend the classes as his health condition is worsened. he have swollen eye today coz last night he felt very ill and give him a painkiller and it happened that he allergic to it. we went to the surgery today but been treated badly as the receptionist chased us away because she said we should make an appointment first. we went to another one not far from our home and the receptionist there told us that our postcode is not in their list so they could not accept him as their patient. I was so pissed off by this time. No wonder people are complaining about the NHS daily in the newspapers. Eventually we went to TESCO nearby and spoke to the pharmacist who gave me a medicine for his allergic. Luckily his asthma attack was not as bad as she said that allergic reaction could trigger worse asthma attack.


When life gets you down and you can't think of anything to do, just close your eyes and say "Lord Have Mercy", and God will guide you through.

kawan oh kawan..

Assalamualaikum..
Dipagi yang indah ni..
Nia nak Bersyukur kehadrat Ilahi..
kerana masih diberi peluang bernafas ,
di Muka bumi Allah in..
Alhamdullilah..


Keadaan yayang makin teruk hari ni..
Demam dia on and off..
and sepanjang malam..
mata dia bengkak..
risau sangat..
jap lagi kul 9 nak bawak dia gi hospital..


tatkala  begini..
kami melalui segalanya berdua..
Susah senang kami disini..
Tiada siapa yg ambil tau..
Ada kawan tapi macam takde kawan..
Mungkin pada mereka hanya sekadar kawan..


Nia tidak kecewa..
cuma sedikit terkilan..
dengan sikap mereka..
Mungkin mereka anak 
orang berada dan bergaya..
tak layak untuk berkawan dgn kami..
yang sentiasa ingin hidup sederhana..


tapi tidak mengapa..
nia tak mengharapkan apapun..
selagi Allah bersama..
InsyaAllah nia mampu harungi
semuanya dengan tabah..


pesanan bonda selalu tersemat dalam hati..


" BILA ADA MASALAH..
JANGAN TUNDUK KEBAWAH..
SBB MASALAH AKAN MENEKAN KITA..
TAPI PANDANGLAH KEDEPAN..
MENGHADAPI MASALAH..
PASTI AKAN BERJAYA.. "

SCAR !!!

uwaaaaaaaaaaaaa
tangan kena oven..
sakitnya....


buat 1st time tangan ku yg lembut ini 
dicemari oleh scar..
OMG....


ni gara2 nak wat garlic bread si yayang la..
grrr.. pedih gila...
hahaha tapi td yayang dah jampi puh-puh ;)

crap ;)

If ur alone, I'll be ur shadow.  If u want to cry, I'll be ur shoulder. If u want a hug, I'll be ur pillow.  But anytime u need a friend, I'll just be me.

hye peeps !

sorry dah lama x update..

quite buzy lately ni..

and my yayang plak..

ngah demam panas..

today cuaca kat london tak berapa nak 

sejuk sangat.. 

but sometimes drop smpi -10

°C

4°C

Current: Cloudy

Wind: N at 11 km/h

Humidity: 87%

tulang semua dah sakit-sakit.. 

hahaha macam nenek-nenek je.. :D

nia pulak sprt biasa ok je..

ada time ok ada time tak..

but overall fine..

tu je lah keme nak kabor..

ate doh takde ape nak di kabor.. ;)

my words ;)

I am only strong because of the strength God has given me. My life isn't easy not by a long shot BUT I have God.

sometimes we think we entered a person's life to help them, when in fact it happened to help ourselves. Have an open mind and see things from all perspectives.

The more you do unselfishly, the more you live abundantly.

The more of everything you share,

the more you'll always have to spare.

apa yang termampu..

ya Allah ya Tuhan..

apalah yg termampu aku lakukan...

aku seakan putus asa dgn segalanya..

entah kenapa dan mengapa..

seolah kaki ini tak mampu untuk melangkah lagi..

ya Allah ya Tuhanku..

Ujian apakah lagi yg Kau cuba beri..

Kasihanilah Ayah dan Bondaku ..

Mereka sudah terlalu tua untuk memikirkan 

segala masalah yg ada..

Berikanlah mereka kesenangan..

ya Allah..

Kurela menanggung segala kesakitan mereka..

Andai itu mampu membuat mereka tersenyum..

Ku rela ya Allah..

Ku mohon ringankanlah beban yang mereka tanggung..

ya Allah..

walaupun aku bukan dari darah mereka..

tapi susu ibu yang mengalir dalam tubuhku..

menjadi saksi bahawa dunia akhirat..

ku terhutang nyawa dengan mereka..

ya Allah..

Dikeheningan subuh..

kuberdoa..

berikanlah aku segenap kekuatan..

untuk melalui segala dugaanMU dgn tabah..

aku redha..

andai ini yang Kau tuliskan untukku..

MY PRESENT TENCE..I'm the Girl you're ex will HATE, the girl you're mom will LOVE, & the girl you'll be with FOREVER!

My Present tense..

" bonda selalu cakap..

  suka sangat perempuan..

benci sangat lelaki..

kan Tuhan dah bagi...

kan dah dapat yg ada 

dua-dua ;) "

SPECIAL CASE buat dia SPECIAL dimata saya..

sudah menghampiri 2 tahun hubungan ini..

macam-macam yg telah kami lalui..

susah senang..

suka duka.. segalanya..

Dia mengajar aku untuk menjadi seorang wanita yang sempurna..

Dia berikan segalanya yang dia termampu..

dan..

moga ianya kekal..

buat selamanya..

Dunia Akhirat..

p/s : No matter what either of us says or does, even if we go our separate ways, you will always hold a place inside my soul and I will always love you.

HONEY MANJE EBY..

my PAST TENCE : There's some things I regret ; Some words that should've gone unsaid;Some mistakes I made;Some roads I never should've taken;But there were lessons learned.

1. Lelaki yang pernah saya sayangi selama 8 tahun dan pernah berstatus tunangan padanya kemudiannya menghancurkan hidup saya sehingga membuat saya tidak lagi percaya pada insan yang bernama lelaki .

sejak itu...

saya mula tertarik dengan hubungan songsang..

walaupun saya tau ianya salah di sisi agama..

tapi apa kan daya saya hanyalah manusia biasa..

bermula kehidupan saya sebagai seorang lessy..

lessy pertama saya..

NURNABELLA DANIS

hubungan kami bertahan selama 4 tahun..

kemudian kami berpisah dan menyambung semula hubungan..

 dan kini..

dah setahun jadi mak tiri saya..

 i was told tht i always hv a smile on my face. coz i've known almost everything life throws. So each day i put my best foot forward, even if it hurts.

setelah kecewa dengan bella..

kemudiannya saya mula berkawan dengan insan yg bergelar pengkid..

Ni Bie..

1st Pengkid..

2-way..

kami berkawan baik pada mulanya..

dan kami mcm couple..

tak declare pape pun..

sbbnya..

dia ckp..

dia takleh lupakan ex dia..

dan bila dia nak serius..

 terlambat sehari je..

i pulak dah terima org lain..

yang i hy kenal 3 hari je..

melalui seorg kawan di friendster..

dia baik sangat..

tapi i tak hargai dia..

bukan i tak syg..

tapi..

mungkin takde jodoh kita..

Don't wait too long to follow your heart, because you just might miss what your heart's been telling you all along </3

sejak i break dgn bie..

i mulakan hidup baru i dgn HANZ.

kenal 3 hari then terus ajak dia stay umah i..

macam2 hal..

time ni i syg gila babi dgn dia..

i think bukan syg..

tapi obsess rasanya..

dia buat aku jadi psycho..

sanggup buat apa sahaja tok dia..

keje pagi petang siang malam..

nak tanggung dia..

macam org gila..

tapi...

mula-mula je ok..

lama2 dah tunjuk perangai sebenar..

sejak ada pompuan lain..

dia tak pernah hargai aku..

selagi boleh dia akan lukakan hati aku..

kononnya.. 

setia kawan..

tapi kawan2 dia pun tak guna macam dia..

akhirnya hubungan kami berakhir pada 13/4/2009..

sehari sebelum anniversary ke 9bln..

Beware the "Catch and Release Lover"

 Reels you in with false hope and empty promises only to snag a piece of your heart and throw you back.

2. wajah-wajah insan yang pernah bergelar scandal..

suatu ketika dulu...

kini tidak lagi..

The ones throwing stones always seem to be the ones whom stones should be thrown at..

NOW..

I don't ever regret the past mistakes,

 no matter how great or small.  

I'll always be grateful for all the lessons learned, and thank God your a better person because of them!

15yrs of FRIENDSHIP.

When the world's against u and u think u have no one to turn to, just turn around and I will be there for you! I'm your best-friend and always will be!

• julia natasya
• sayang dia sangat-sangat
• rindu dia sangat-sangat
• my very-very besh friend
• almost 15 yrs of friendship
• XOXO

p/s : shes my best-friend you can hug her hold her hand and tell her she's pretty  but if you break her heart i will break your "FACE". thank you.

Top 10 Rejection Lines Given By Men

Top 10 Rejection Lines Given By Men

(and what they actually mean)

10. I think of you as a sister. (You’re ugly.)

9. There’s a slight difference in our ages. (You’re ugly.)

8. I’m not attracted to you in ‘that’ way. (You’re ugly.)

7. My life is too complicated right now. (You’re ugly.)

6. I’ve got a girlfriend. (You’re ugly.)

5. I don’t date women where I work. (You’re ugly.)

4. It’s not you, it’s me. (You’re ugly.)

3. I’m concentrating on my career. (You’re ugly.)

2. I’m celibate. (You’re ugly.)

…and the number 1 rejection line given by men (and what it actually means)

1. Let’s be friends. (You’re unbelievably ugly.)

PS : Feeling rejected?  Enjoy and embrace it.  For those who reject you shall NEVER be as awesome as you are.  And they are the ones who actually lose out.

REJECTION by WOMEN.

Top 10 Rejection Lines Given By Women

(and what they actually mean)

10. I think of you as a brother. (You remind me of that inbred banjo-playing geek in “Deliverance.”)

9. There’s a slight difference in our ages. (You are one jurassic geezer.)

8. I’m not attracted to you in ‘that’ way. (You are the ugliest dork I’ve ever laid eyes upon.)

7. My life is too complicated right now. (I don’t want you spending the whole night or else you may hear phone calls from all the other guys I’m seeing.)

6. I’ve got a boyfriend (who’s really my male cat and a half gallon of Ben and Jerry’s).

5. I don’t date men where I work. (Hey, bud, I wouldn’t even date you if you were in the same ’solar system’, much less the same building.)

4. It’s not you, it’s me. (It’s not me, it’s you.)

3. I’m concentrating on my career. (Even something as boring and unfulfilling as my job is better than dating you.)

2. I’m celibate. (I’ve sworn off only the men like you.)

…and the number 1 rejection line given by women (and what it actually means)

1. Let’s be friends. (I want you to stay around so I can tell you in excruciating detail about all the other men I meet. It’s that male perspective thing)

so so PENAT story ..

hari ni nia gi library kat woodgreen.

woodgreen Library

 Amik buku Adobephotoshop for Photographer

yg nia reserve last week..

perghh punyalah tebal..

tapi demi minat yg sedang membara..

ku gagahkan jua untuk meminjam..

hahahah...bacanya pon belum tentu..

sebabnya hampir 24jam mengadap fesbuk,skype & irc

bak kata honey , nia ni half interest dlm segala hal..

then..

lepas ke library..

terus off ke campus plak..

dengan menaiki bus no 121..

1st time nek bas ke campus..

selalu nek tube je..

perjalanan mcm panjang semacam.. 

then sampai je terus gi jumpa lecturer..

gi amik result essay yg lepas..

OMG.. result sgt teruk..

hahaha.. 

tapi nak buat mcmana kan..

maybe next time will be better kot..

insyaAllah..

then..

otw balik sempat menggediks amik gambar..

dalam-dalam stress n tak cukup tedo...

hahhah.. memang gila..

sampai stesen woodgreen..

terus ke mall..

shopping..

pastu lunch @ sunshine kebab..

then balik naik bus 243 ke waterloo then singgah ke tesco sebelum pulang ke south tottenham pada jam 1600..

lastly , 

i',m so tired, stressed, exhausted & in need of a hug . wishes my brain would quit running around in circles because my body has already passed out in exhaustion!