Akhirnya Selepas BERBULAN-BULAN tak...

Saya Jadi Perempuan !!!

Sangat la sakittttt pinggang..

Macam nak tercabut semuanya..

So selama saya jadi perempuan ni..

Saya akan duk umah diam-diam..

maklumlah kat LONDON ni toilett terlampau lah canggih sangat sampai rasa tak selesa..

So...

Saya mula MOODY

Saya mula TAK TENTU ARAH

Saya mula SENTAP

Saya mula PENAT

Saya mula TIDO JER

Saya mula SAKIT BADAN

Saya mula CEHNGENG

Akhirnya..

SEMUANYA SBB SAYA JADI "PEREMPUAN"

Geli-Geli Punya..

Salam..

Don't know where to start..

I'm bored, so bored that I was bored enough to write this...

and if you are reading this I bet your bored to :)

My life here is not as easy as i think before i came here..

I had no idea about this..

I should feel happy coz i have a 

chance to stay & studied here but...

I wish i was little again..

when the hardest choice was picking a crayon.

Oh God..

 Sometimes I wish they wouldn't believe me when i say I'm "ok". I wish they could look into my eyes see the pain, know I'm lying, and say its alright....

I may come across as a stressed, crazy, 

bi-polar maniac. But underneath, stands a strong, intelligent woman who is at a crossroad in my life right now..

and no matter how hard times get, 

i will always keep my head high and continue to be strong because there are people who would kill to see me fall...

I may not yet be who I should be, nor exactly who I could be, not quite who I want to be, but for damn sure, I'm no longer who I used to be.

Give it to Get it .

You can be a beautiful      . You're only aif you want to be. Any man that calls me a bitch is disturbed. 

The  that know and  me would NEVER ever ever come out their  and use that word to describe me. Women have to  demanding respect or they will NEVER receive it. 

You are a beautiful lady.